This morning sucked

Wow, I have never in my life had such a bad headache as I had this morning. Even my 'I had way too much sangraia last night' headache was NOTHING compared to this one. It was almost a 'go to the ER' kind of headache.

As a result, Mike and I talked and decided I needed to eat so I could function. He will be traveling twice this coming week, Phoenix and Charleston, and I need to function, drive, think...

So for now, no diet, sorry gals. I can't do it right now. I don't know if I can ever do it. In the meantime I am going to try eating high fat low carbs as Kim K. suggested.

F'ed up already

I have a million kids here, and Mike decided to go out for like 4 hours in the middle of the day and leave me with a million kids and no food. So I didn't get to load. He is trying to redeem himself by fetching me a big mac, fries, beer and apple pie. I hope I can load enough to make this all worthwhile.

Bah.... humbug.

Day 2

Another 'load' day for me. My final hurrah as it were... I get to pig out again today and then tomorrow start my 500 calorie month.

I haven't weighed or measured myself yet, I am waiting until tomorrow to do that because I know eating all this stuff the last 2 days will impact my start weight. I am really looking forward to this, and as a reminder of my conviction - all I have to do is look at my stairs and my knees automatically start to ache...

The fredricks of hollywood catalog doesn't hurt either... I have that on my kitchen counter and open to an amazing dress I want to buy, but can't possibly wear until I am MUCH smaller.

nothing like realistic goals, huh?

Load food choices

I don't think I ate enough. I tried to eat a big variety of stuff, frequently, but I really don't think I did a good job. Tomorrow is another load day and I will take my friend Monica's advice, taco bell here I come baby.

Pancakes for breakfast, maybe a smoothie, taco bell, big mac and fries, and pizza.

Day 1

Today is day 1 of my new diet.

hcgdietinfo.com

I hope to lose about 30lbs this round. And in a few month do another round for another 30. Some of you may say that I don't need to lose 60, but I am at 177 today, and every joint in my body hurts from all this weight. I can't even use my stairs without loading up on motrin, seriously. I have been eating them like candy and I know I just need to drop some weight and my joints will be much happier.

So... day 1, load day. I am supposed to eat as much as possible today and tomorrow to load up on fats. Kinda like an oxymoron, isn't it?

Peace.